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10:25am 30/09/2005
  arrr...wah wah wah
I'm Epitaph for my heart.
Restored to the way I was when I started journaling.

Cheers.
 
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02:23am 09/08/2004
  done  
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09:40am 07/08/2004
  I'm leaving this journal for a while.
When I come back, I'll have a new journal.
 
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01:48am 05/08/2004
  The end of my days have been pretty nice. hmph.  
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An assortment of quizes   
07:56pm 02/08/2004
 
mood: bored
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No New Wave No Fun   
01:46am 02/08/2004
 
mood: sleepy
Sunday was my typical nothing day.
My heart is beating ferociously over and over. Its taking my breath away.

Today was Corey's birthday. He doesn't like people making a big deal of it, so I won't. Just ecnologing.

Wow, I'm veeerrryyy tired. Why am I updating? whatever.

Nevermind, I don't feel like updating.

I'm sorry.
 
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12:47pm 31/07/2004
 
mood: Indifferent
They're lame, but I think this one was a slight bit interesting.Collapse )
 
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01:08pm 30/07/2004
  I found this paste that my mother got while out of the country. I think its made from Pandas.





Isn't that sad?
 
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Why?   
10:56pm 29/07/2004
  Fabulous day. Brilliant. Lovely.

My plans for the day did not work out, but in its place, was not bad at all. The plan was to go read in front of Andiamo, then call Amanda and do something. Very simple.

Like I said that is not exactly what happened. This is what I did....

First, as planned, I went to Andiamo, One:to pick up my bike I left there the night before, Two: to read until 3pm, which is when I planned to call the-amanda. So I got there, sat at the same table as Alex and read. A couple minutes later Trish came out saying "Hey! We should go to the Dana Thomas House!"

So we toured the Dana Thomas house. That place is way too complex for me, it gave me motion sickness.

Next we went to Two Olives and a Pepper. This cafe is waaayyy better than Denny's. You can smoke, drink coffee(cheaper priced coffee) and play good music on the Jukebox.

We spent hours here, talking about music. It was GREAT. When I get to talk about good music with someone who knows what I'm talking about....man! I loved it. Its quite hard to describe this satisfation I got.

So I went home afterwords. I realized I didn't call Amanda at all, so I felt kinda bad, until she IMed me saying she slept til 5pm. This made me feel better.

Wow, this entry is so half-assed. Whatever, I'm tired.

Okey, So I called her, I called her...YES! I enjoyed this talk. She was wicked talkative. After not hearing her in so long, I just...melted right there on the steps of that Gazebo(I can't spell, I don't care!). All I heard was brilliance! It was a nice touch to my day.

Okey okey, after this converstion and awkward goodbyes, we went to Centenial Park, which reaked of Horse shit. We left there for Wal-mart. We rode baby motorcycles. This was sooo much fun.

blah...I can't write anymore. too sleepy. Update will be finished tomorrow.
 
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Mediocre   
10:07pm 28/07/2004
 
mood: blah
pictures, blahCollapse )
 
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01:41am 28/07/2004
  My journal is going through a brief metamorphosis, so please bare with me if the journal doesn't look so good.  
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Forsooth!   
10:47pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: hungry
What a beautiful day!, if I may say so myself. But I must say, it was missing one thing, or one person rather. Demi Alanaf! Thats right!, I scrambled your name. Good luck trying to figure out who you are.(haha, I know, its not that hard) I'm so odd and awkward.

Actually, my day was mediocre, maybe leaning towards good. I got some reading done. Nabokov is hilarious:

The nonexistance of God is simple to prove. Impossible to concede, for example, that serious Jah, all wise and almighty, could employ his time in such inane fashion as playing with manikins, and--what is still more incongruous--should restrict his game to the dreadfully trite laws of mechanics, chemistry, mathematics, and never--mind you, never!--show his face, but allow himself surreptitious peeps and circumlocutions, and the sneaky whispering (revelations, indeed!) of contentious truths from behind the back of some gentle hysteric.

That was paragraph one of chapter six of DESPAiR(yes, I'm still reading it. I don't read every day, but when I do, I do so in bulk)
I don't know, I just loved that paragraph. I thought it was funny. It made me laugh

I got cloves! My first pack in like a month. It put me in such a good mood.

I don't know what to say or talk about. Nice days are hard to talk about.

Its not important. I'm done.
 
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Cactus   
11:11pm 26/07/2004
 
mood: blah
I had my first job interview today with Babies R' Us and I'd have to admit it went pretty well. I hope this isn't false. I hope I get the job. They said they'd call in the next couple weeks if I get my second interview. They seemed pretty positive, most of the questions were about my school schedule and when I could work. They're looking for night workers and I "fit the mold" because thats when I could work.

So that was basically my day. Boring eh?

The cactus where your heart should be
has lovely little flowers
so though it's always pricking me
my ardor never sours
The cactus where your heart once was
has power to rend and flay
I stick because I'm stuck, because
I just can't tear myself away
 
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09:01pm 26/07/2004
  Wilco is playing in St. Louis, finally, and I can't go because its a school night. That makes me soooo sad.  
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07:00pm 25/07/2004
 






Besides color, I seriously see no difference.
 
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Gross.   
05:39pm 22/07/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
It is wicked hot outside, and humid. For that reason, I decided to pull out a pair of shorts. Note: I've not worn shorts in three or four years.

I sat down, then saw...Warning, unattractive pictureCollapse )
 
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Drukqs   
02:09pm 22/07/2004
 
mood: exhausted
song surveyCollapse )




I've been neglecting my visits with the lovely Amanda for way too long. I must as soon as humanly possible visit her, twenty days is far too long.

Not today though, I had to wake up four hours earlier than usual and I am totally not feeling like doing ANYTHING. All I'll do is lay in this air conditioned room on the floor and watch episode after episode of All Grown Up.

I wouldn't do anyone good if I went out.

excuses, excuses.

I'm looking forward to working on my grandmother's lawn tomorrow for money, because, I'm broke.

Today is my brother's birthday. Happy Birthday.

I have an interview at Toys R' Us Monday. I hope I get the job.

Again, wish me luck, pleeaase.

Must...Lay Down, must.

good day.
 
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Rely on the sudden erection of your small dorsal hairs..........   
11:01pm 21/07/2004
 
mood: blah
I went for a walk tonight downtown. My goal was to take photos of the bronze(I think bronze) statues of Lincoln's sons in the old capitol area, and what ever I saw as interesting. I guess I succeeded.

A nice quiet walk downtown is quite nice, despite the occasional ramblings of drunk young business men and women out for their mid-week alcoholic binge. Walking down the street passing the Firehouse, was like walking through a day care of loud, hyper-active children screaming "I'm on fire!!". Luckily I did a good job avoiding such monosyllables.

I'd say tonight, the downtown area was not as photogenic as I thought it would be. I did take the photos I wanted, I think. It took me forever to take some of the photos I took of the bronze statues. It was so hot too. I felt the sweat drench my camera strap. I think I may have gotten some good photos on the bridge near the capitol. Whatever, I think I did alright.

Haha, you're at Warped Tour.

So I came home, and thats that.

blah, no more to say.

Then I'm done? Yes.
 
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07:37pm 21/07/2004
  I'm about to call and set up an interview with the Babies R' Us. Wish me luck!:P  
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Winchester Catherdral   
10:54pm 20/07/2004
 
mood: blah
I'm feeling alright? I don't know. I've never felt like a loser until recently, and I'm finally getting off my ass and doing something about it. Check this out; I'm looking for a job! For real this time! I do need to pay for my photos, that stuff costs lots of money, especially when you take as many photos as I do. Buying film, developing, buying, developing. I can imagine going through a roll a week, if not two. Since I don't have a source of income, I have to save film.

Driving isn't important to me. Yes, I'll have the abililty to drive as soon as I get my first paycheck, but where special could I go? Wal-mart? Especially since I won't be able to leave town. So, whats the point? I don't have friends that live too far away. In fact, all my friends(all three of them,haha) live either in my neighborhood, or in the neighborhood next to mine.

Everyone else thats not one of my three friends are acquaintances. Don't be insulted. Acquaintances is what I call the people I don't talk to on a regular every day basis.

mmm, Amanda disapeared off line. Oh well.

I'm downloading Clinic's new unreleased record!! And it sounds amazing, I suggest you do the same.

I'm going to go cut my hair.

No more to say.

Your little office cat,
Eric
 
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